oh ok got it Marlin, thanks.
I guess I just figured Gold Members wouldn't appreciate freeloaders like me coming into their site for sneak peeks and insights...
so I thought it may be frowned upon if I didn't literally "pay my dues" haha.
Happy to keep my thin skin, sensitive, nonviolent, overly empathizing, save-the-world-complexed, complete crybaby, ignorant, girly ways
...which is yet another reason I don't support the
"women in subs" initiatives...because that's just how girls are.
I shall steer clear of the wild west area!
And to you, fritzon, for your comments, I thank you for enabling me to again use the icon expressing my sentiment of "ewh, gross."
and I would not like to learn any more about the grossness of ports in Third World Countries. If one should choose to share more yucky stuff, I will have to find a paddle. haha