I'm a midshipman and was just selected for the Nuke Program. My situation is that I have never imagined myself as a Nuke. Throughout my 5 years of school, I have never looked into the Nuke program. My grades in physics are C's and B's in calculus. I put Nuke SWO as my third choice and we have reason to believe that the reason I got it was because of my major which is radiation health physics. I'm going in for my Nuke Interview and although I am honored to even be considered for such a prestigious program, I truly feel I do not fit in. I struggled throughout my major and I always felt it wasn't a fit for me. So, a few questions:
Can I turn down my Nuke Interview?
Do you even think I will pass? (what are the grade minimums)?
If you pass the technical interview are you guaranteed to go Nuke? For example, if I pass, can I tell the Admiral I don't want to go Nuke?
I'm not trying to put down the Nuke program. Most of my closest friends are Nukes and they love it! Sadly, I still don't feel that way and I don't think I should be in the program if I wasn't passionate about it as you all are. I have been studying physics and calculus countless hours since my service selection announcement a month ago but still don't feel ready. As I mentioned before, I got C's in physics and I'm trying to relearn it all in one month at a B level or higher so I can pass the technical part at least. My intention is to pass the technical part because I am a hard worker and never slack just because things didn't go my way, however, I will not lie to the Admiral if he asks me why I want to go Nuke. Any advice?