Right now, you have alot of thinking to do. Seperate your prioritys: do I really want to play basketball or do I want to be a nuke? If you want to play ball, then you may not be able to do the nuke thing. And, there is another question: do I want to be a non-nuke or a nuke irrespective of basketball. It is harder to be a nuke and not as fun for many, but more rewarding in some ways and will give you a great job opportunity when you get out. Write these questions down so you don't get confused and make the wrong choice. Write down all the reasons why you want to play ball, then do the same for being a nuke. Take it from me, if you want to play ball, give it your all while you are young because it will be much harder to tackle that dream when you are late 20s early 30s (I tried it with football at age 31). Forget about the debt for a minute, that is a seperate issue. Figure out what you want to do, THEN tackle the debt (make your payments while you are figuring this out). On a side note, if your apathy has been hampering your achievements, you may need to figure out why you are underperforming first before you make major life decisions. This was my problem, but getting into the Navy was the answer for me because it got me out of a bad environment.
When you are ready to get your debt back on track. try Dave Ramsey (no affiliation).
http://www.amazon.com/Total-Money-Makeover-Financial-Fitness/dp/0785289089/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1/105-4688969-8550014?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1181481933&sr=8-1In Summary (write these down and assign importance grades for all the reasons you come up with):
Do I want to be a nuke or not:
Do I want to play ball (go back to college eventually or other):
Will I still have peformance issues in the Navy (do I need to do some work on myself right now before I go and screw something else up).
When your life is back on track, get a plan together to pay off your debt some how, but don't make that a priority until you have figured out what you want to do. If paying off your debt is hanging over your head like a storm cloud and you can't get rid of it, then find a way to pay off your debt first, then tackle the other issues. My point is: don't let the stress of all these decisions you have to make cause you to make the wrong one. Try to find out your underlying desires and demons so you can make a better decision; do some real thinking an BE TOTALLY HONEST with yourself or you will be sorry.